I don’t even know how to express my feels right now because I don’t even know what I’m thinking but all I know is for the past three hours I’ve been sitting here watching Glee and Youtube videos and seriously considering deleting this Tumblr.
I know I’ve talked about this before and I’ve never done anything about it but tonight I am actually thinking deleting. I’m starting Year 11, I am desperate to do well, I’m addicted to this bloody website and at the same time I’m bored with it. It’s ridiculous. I have no self-control so I can’t just stay off it - I’ll always wonder if I gained a follower or if one of my posts got more notes. And I know that it just wastes my time.
Maybe I won’t delete. Maybe I’ll change my theme, change my password and not log in for a while.
Why is this so hard?